Hahas It been a month or 2 since i blogged. Sorry for the late post. Well to further update everyone. Alot of things happened to me during these 3 months. It is fill with down and emoness or up and happiness. Whatever hahas.

Anyway, things happened such as having feel left out in my group of cca, my dear son, hammy went for NS and etc. A lot of things happened till that i cant remember much anyway.

Well recent things such as someone giving me hope that my relationship with her's gap, after that long period, can be closed a bit. Well, I dont know if its because she does it to everyone and hence, if she didnt do it to me, it will look weird or stuff. But I did talk to her, feel like my effort in using twitter and stuff has worked... Hahas well..

Anyway feeling emo and a bit left out during going out with my cca members, even with just going to celebrate my friend's birthday that day, I was sitting at the side alone, so quiet that my friend beside me asked me what's wrong, of course I said I am fine, which of course I am not. And forced myself to smile. It was such as forced smile till when i stepped out of the shop earlier, I directly turned back to sad face and walked home slowly like incredible slow. Well this is not the only thing on my mind that day. Thing such as money problem, especially going out with friends, I always have these problems, not enough money and stuff. Hahas. Well. Whatever. Hahas.

Hmm recently saw Linda on burger king and also Jovi talked chat to me on MSN, it makes me kinda miss my friends a lot. My groups of friends, Reverandoms, My loyang family, Laomao they all, and etc. I really miss you guys a lot. It been a while since I meet you guys. I dont know how's everyone but I swear I really missed you guys.

Like reverandoms, berwin said before that the group like left only a few people and hardly people care about the name "Reverandoms" But to me, Its special forever in my heart. So even if everyone left the name or family, I will still hold on to the string of the family. I am forever part of Reverandom. Call it childish or what, But to me, It is important and forever precious.

Hahas. Time to end it and have a rest.. Night