I just finished talking to a guy I have not been talking for months. He ignored my calls and msg. And i finally able to chat with him just now on msn. It seems that he doesnt want anything to do with me or my that group of friends. Cold hard truth. What he told me clear up the mist of why he not picking up my call. I understand now the need for him not wanting anything to do with me or my friends. He seems very far away from us and he wants to reach the same goal as us. That why he's not going to go out with us. Though it's kinda sad for me, but im glad that I'm able to chat with him for the first time after a long period. I will not understand how he felt from all those falling, that why I will not or cannot stop him from choosing that. It's his choice that he chose. It's alright if he doesnt want to have anything to do with us or meet us anymore. But I just hope to still be able to chat with him.

To him:

Hey, I understand what you mean. I respect your decision. I just want to say thanks. Without you and your support, during the times in hoilday and when times im down, I might be more emotional than ever. Thanks you for listening to me and helping me during those times. You are one of the important friends to me. And because of your advice, I have posted less emo post on my blog and become more cheerful. And thanks you for giving some of your times for helping me. Like going jogging with me and so on. I really thank you a lot for that. And I'm sorry about times that I have hurted you because of my word and directness. I'm really sorry, because of my mistake, you have went to try hard to change yourself to become better. I'm really thankful that I have you as a friend. Yes, we will move on with our lives. But I really hope to see you soon, even though you have said that you wont be meeting us up. I really want to thank you for being a good friend and a caring one. I will cherish the memories that I have with you and the group of friends. But I want tell you this... despite you have said that moving on with lives and desipite the fact that even if everyone have released the string, I will not let go of the string easily and neither would I want to lose you as my friend. Thanks for being my friend. I will hope for the best for you and Take care.

By: ZH