Today is a bad day. The moment I wake up, how i wish i didnt wake up though, my sis quarrel with my mum about my dad sending an sms saying that he need 300 dollars. My sister of course angry like mad to the max. Of course I also angry. But when i wake up, I act like nothing happen and is not my business to go meddle about. But I knew from the start what happen, My fucking father go and gamble. Fuck him. Seriously. It makes my blood going to explode. Me and my sis of course doesnt want to give him money. We quarrel to our mum to make sure she doesnt give any money to him to let him die outside. Seriously, I wish someone could just kill him for us. And if he dares to bring a knife to our house, i make sure i call the police at once to catch him. I doesnt care if i i will be strike by lightning or go to hell for doing that. But I'm really angry. He is no different from that noob Jack Neo. Not even sincere at all when he keep on saying" this is the last time." It totally ruin my mood the whole day. F you. Do you think when you say this is the last time, people will believe after so many time. Go think about another new phase to lie. Seriously, no one will believe the wolf howling a lie. And this is not the first time and neither the last time, that he did this. He even went to send an suicide message to my sister. But of course my sister is more angry after seeing it as he send that message to her. Bad for you ass father. I totally wish that someone outside can just cut off limbs or something or punch him till he dying. And also make sure that he doesnt have the energy to go back home, which means go and die. He want suicide right?! Go ahead I wont stop him anymore. I wont even cry for him. What an bullshit. Just freaking go suicide. Go suicide. I doesnt care anymore. What a disgusting father he is. Yes, he did work for the family, weekdays except for hoildays. But the money he lose when he gamble is freaking more than what he earns. And he dare use my mother hard earn money to gamble. Fuck you. That money is not just yours but also my mother. You think you what, disgusting asshole. Always come back with an disgusting smell i hate and always smoke. Oh yes, another hope. Please smoke to death. Get lung cancer or something and just die. I really feel disgusted with the fact that he is my father. Even if he does work for the family, So what, if you make my life miserable again and again. I would never forgive you and also make sure that I hate you forever. I tell you, dont say im cold-blooded now. Look at who is the one started to make our life like this again and again. I hate you this digusting and ugly smelly looking father, just like an cockroach, which make me want to smack it to death more, the more i see it. I hate you.

Make my life miserable and i make sure you will get the cold end of me. I dont care how hard you raise me up but the moment I know that you make the whole family life difficult again and again by gambling, I will hate you forever. No!!! I have already hated you and will forever.