Am i thinking a lot?

Seriously, i feel that nowadays a lot of people is giving me these cold shoulders or this ignoring me thingy. Even in twitter and stuff. Ok i not sure what i did wrong or what?! But seriously, all these thing, I am not sure is it i am thinking a lot or what but if i did something wrong, tell me. If you guys are gonna jus ignore me or what, at least tell me straight in my face what i did wrong to make u guys do these. I dont care if its hurt me but i rather u guys say it in front of me, than giving me these ignoring thing. Do u know it hurts me more than saying the reason in front of me? If I need to, I will leave the cca, if u guys wants.. But at least tell me what i did wrong and not ignore me. Do u know how freaking hurting is it? I take u guys as friends and that what I get in return. Good job!!

Ok let me end this with just maybe i am thinking a lot. But tell me that I am thinking a lot or the reason why u guys are doing this.