Ok today My nightmare, or not, came true.

For Nmt I'm just plainly sitting there, reading the whole paper myself and not sure where the hell those people who read, read until where. So i'm kinda a blur and i just flipped my paper when ppl does. Poor Jia De beside me dunno what to highlight too.

Well, In the end I asked Carol to lend me hers and i copied from her. Then when i returned her the paper, I wrote a sentence back to her, "I feel like crying".

The feeling is very suck and serious, i feel like crying at that moment because I have to rely on people just to even taking notes.

And for presentation for mmp, luckily i think i managed to get away with a noob standard of work presented. And after that I was not even paying much attention to the teacher speaking about the submission and work to be done.

After that went home and sleep, cruz i didnt sleep the whole night yesterday.

And I shed some tears while thinking of things.

Then....

Wanted to go to sch for french and jcg, But i feel a bit sick and I wake up at 6, so no chance of wanting to go.

So basically, Today's life is still ok and I really hate about my life.


Ok bye...