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Sunday, November 29, 2009
I found out one thing.... Why do always people think that what other will become like their thinking? Why always people do not understand me or even know me, even after a few months? For example, Saying that everyone will hate them, for something that they have done. But even if i dunno what they have done, i still wont hate the people close to me. Yet they say everyone...... Which includes me. No one knows me well. Everyone just push their thinking about me in a different way that not me. I hate it, I never let a friend alone/outcasted. I never let my friend be sad. I want them to be happy that why i make a fool of myself. I show concern to my friends in any way I never blame my friends for what happen. I always blame myself, for without me, nothing would happen. I do not like to be a burden to others. I want to help my friends in any way. And yet no one seems to know..... Everyone just seem myself in a different way. For example, Someone thinks that i must be those kind of person who will be thinking that why this person is angry at some small thing and so on and say that i dont understand them. But IM NOT THOSE KIND OF PERSON. In fact i worry about the person more than anyone does. I worry about them that I always place them before me. Yet, the only thing i get back is negative images of me. I'm hurt from days to days and hours to hours, from this kind of thinking and my friends in school. I dont like it, being accused of something i have never done. It make me miserable than anything else. And if u have things against me, tell me... Let me know. I wont know unless u tell me, Unless you release your emotion. Im nt a psychic human or anything. I'm just a normal human. Please know that. The 3 of you.... One, I'm there for you Two, Please tell me what wrong!! Three, Do not misinterept what i say with your thinking I killed a Hollow at 11:07 PM |
Name:Shiro, Zhen hong Age:14/4/1992 Loves Friends Music[Japanese] Anime[Japan voices, not dubbed with English] Manga Games Books Japan
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