Ok first of all today is a bad day. I swear that i told carel that u might have something on and have to go home and i also told her that u might call me but i didnt hear due to my ear problem.... I didnt expect u to send that message to me. If u dont believe what i say i can send u all the message i have i have typed to carel and that the evidence i have that i didnt say that u dumped me alone. All i say was i tot i made u angry cruz u didnt reply my call and message at all. And so all i told carel and amanda to help me is that check whether you are angry or not. I didnt even say that u dumped me . All i say is when i look back i saw ur not behind me at all and when i called u, u nvr replied so i tot u were angry at me. I didnt complain to carel that U DUMPED ME . All i say was that i scare u got angry with me and that all. U can ask carel and amanda whether i say that u dumped me. And why would i want to even say that u dumped me when i tot u got angry with me in the first place.

I'm feeling sad now when i read that message u send me. I have no bad intention and nothing but worry that u might get angry at me and not complaining that u dumped me.

So if u did really think that i complain to carel and amanda saying that u dumped me and not saying that i scare u got angry. Then i say Sorry. Because i didnt even mean it that way. All i want to know by carel and amanda is whether u got angry with me. And i didnt even blamed u for disappearing. I told carel maybe u did called me but i didnt hear u due to my hearing and maybe u need to rush home or something. But i didnt expect that u would say that i complain that u dumped me.

Ok. I'm sorry if u can accept it and now currently im more of pain. Pain in my leg cruz i sprain it and pain in my stomach cruz i have stomach pain while jogging with u and pained in my heart that u send me that message.

Bye....