Fucking angry now
Thanks to that asshole father of mine.
Just now he gave me money for the next day.
Then i told him i own people money today.
Then he ask why
I told him i took taxi to school today cruz i late already
Then he scold me saying i take taxi
HELLO ?
U WAN ME TO DO WHAT
DUN TAKE TAXI AND GET ABSENT FOR GOD SAKE
then he blame me again for not putting alarm clock and he blame me for playing games until midnight
HEY U SURE U SEE ME PLAYING GAME UNTIL MIDNIGHT OR IS DOING WORK UNTIL MIDNIGHT FUCKER
SEE PROPERLY
GET YR FUCKING EYES CHECK BEFORE U COMMENT ANYTHING
then he say i play games before doing work
HEY WALAO I NOW THEN PLAY 10 MINUTES AND I SO LONG NV PLAY AND KEEP ON DOING HOMEWORK AND STUDY THE WHOLE DAY AND WEEK
CANT I JUST PLAY FOR 10 MINUTES AR
U SAY U WORK U TIRED
SO STUDY NOT TIRED LA
STUDY IS SUPER EASY AR
SAY UNTIL MY HOMEW0RK LIKE SO LITTLE LIKE DAT
FUCKER LA
MY HOMEWORK SO MUCH LIKE PILES OF SHIT
U THINK I CAN CLEAR UP AT ONCE MEH
IF NOT U TRY LA
U STUDY AND SEE IF U SAY U TIRED FUCKER
I DUN BELIEVE U WONT SAY THAT
AND I SEE IF U CAN FINISH YR PROJECT AND ASSIGNMENT WITHIN A DAY
AND DEN NOT LATE FOR SCH THE NEXT DAY
BLOODY FUCKER COME ARGUE WITH ME WHEN I WORKING SO HARD TO STUDY
U MIGHT AS WELL JUST FREAKING DIE AND GET OUT OF MY SIGHTS SINCE ANYWAY U WERE THE ONE THAT CAUSES ME AND THE FAMILY BECOME LIKE THIS
ALWAYS GO PLAY MAHJONG AND GAMBLE
MOTHER GO WORK PART TIME JOB EVERYDAY SO TIRED
U LEH
NOT A MAN AT ALL BY SITTING LIKE WHAT SOME GOD AR
WAITING FOR MONEY TO DROP UNTIL YR HAND AR
STILL CALM U TIRED
ALWAYS COUNT MONEY LIKE WHAT SIA
FUCKER LEH
ASK U FOR MONEY TO PAY FRIENDS BACK NIA ALSO NEED TO LIKE THIS
AND SOMEMORE I LATE ONCE AND TAKE TAXI AND ASK MONEY FOR U TO PAY BACK
LIKE THIS ONLY ONCE NIA
U LIKE DAT SCOLD ME LIKE FUCK
ITS NOT LIKE I EVERYDAY DID IT OR I LIKE IT AT ALL
I HATE TO BE LATE OR BORROW MONEY FROM FRIENDS
U THINK I LIKE IT MEH FUCKER
U THINK LIKE I GOT A CHOICE AR
THEN LIKE THIS MIGHT AS WELL ASK ME GO STARVE MYSELF TO DEATH AND DUN ASK PPL FOR MONEY
IF I DIE CRUZ OF U THIS FUCKING ASSHOLE
SEE IF U WILL WAN ME GO OUT FOR MONEY TO EAT OR NOT

AND SECOND
THANKS TO U THIS FUCKING LAZY ASS HOLE MAN
WHENEVER I GO OUT I USES MY OWN MONEY ON HOILDAY PERIOD
I DIDNT ASK FOR U A SINGLE CENT
NOW U WORKING ALREADY...JUST ASK U FOR JUST MONEY FOR A PURPOSE TO PAY BACK FRIENDS
U LIKE THIS
FUCKER LA

AND WHEN I GO OUT EVEN WITH THE REVERANDOMS OR MY OWN FRIENDS...
I ALWAYS HAVE FEEL SO JEALOUS AND ENVIOUS THANKS TO U
I HATE MY LIFE
SERIOUSLY
I HATE THIS FUCKING SMOOKER GAMBLER AND ASSHOLE UNREASONABLE FATHER
I WISH IM NOT BORN AT ALL
I WISH THAT I WONT HAVE THIS KIND OF FATHER AT ALL
I WISH THAT I WILL JUST DIE
I REALLY WISH THAT I CAN DIE SOON
I REALLY REALLY WISH THAT
I HATE THIS LIFE OF MINE

ALWAYS HAVE TO BEAR LOTS OF BURDEN
ALWAYS HAVE TO FACE MY FRIENDS WITH A SMILE
BUT MY OWN LIFE IS SO PATHETIC
ALWAYS MAKING A JOKE OF MYSELF TO MAKE FRIENDS HAPPY
ALWAYS HAVE TO SEE THE REVERANDOMS BEING BROKEN UP IN PIECES
ALWAYS HAVE TO SEE THAT MY FRIENDS AROUND ME ARE HAPPY AND HAVE A NICE HOME

i already very tired, i dun wan my life of this
i know that my friends may not seems to be having no problems with stuff
i know that
But still ....
razi sorry i told u that i will rmb about what u say
but still....
I HATE HIM
I HATE HIM TO CORE
THANKS TO HIM MY RELATIVE IS ALSO SCARE OF MY FAMILY
I DUN WAN THIS KIND OF MAN TO BE MY FATHER
I RATHER DUN HAVE A FATHER LOVE THAN THIS
WHY CANT MY MUM DIVORCE HIM
WHY
WHY CANT SHE BE LIKE OTHER WOMAN AND JUST DIVORCE THIS KIND OF USELESS AND UNREASONABLE MAN?

I'm very sad now and angry....
I hate my life

Wish i could die soon........
wish that i can tell how much burden i have
wish that i can tell her i like her
wish that i will disappear one day.....