Now i feeling seriously bad sick and I had feel headache and my heart are in pain...
I knew something this night
that i really felt truly upset
not jus upset but betrayed
maybe its a bit serious using this word betrayed
But i trust in friends because of this team of people
and they tricked me up making me feel like an stupid, idiot person
I felt hurt
There's no word that can reali say how i feel now
i cry
my tears rolled down
when one of them tell me
But one gal inside the team
i trust her
but i reali dunno wad to say anymore
im now more sick than ever
this is the worse feeling i have feel
I feel so stupid isnt it
I'm an idiot and dunmbass sucker who reali believe again
I dunno who to believe now
my head is pain
my heart hurts

I.........