Today went school with sad mood
First, early in the morning, i try to rush finish my Skip beat translation
And i managed to finish 8 minutes of it in 1 hours
I need to hand it up soon before the second episode
And with the fact that it need to be TLC,encode,typesettin,timing
That's a lot to finish
Hence, i have to rush through since I'm late for 3 days due to the chinese sub was aired on Tuesday and the loading is so slow
Hence, i stressed myself to finish and was unable to do so in the morning
And i rush through my bathing to wake my self up and breakfast with coffee

Then when i was taking bus...
I hear my japanese music and when i hear the song Dear Friends
My eyes fill with tears
As i rmb today, Jasmine,Linda they all will not be in school
And i rmb Graduation day is coming in 2 days times
And i cant meet everyone like daily school life anymore
Sadness fill me

Then when i reach canteen
I saw no one sitting on the usual seat
I feel so cold and lonely
As i sit down and think about them

I know nothing can be done as everyone has to leave someday
But i hate the leaving and I hate people leaving me first
For example, Alan he graduated last year and he never come back to see us
He say he coming on commendation day and road race
But in the end, he always says he busy with test and assignment on the last minutes
Making me so angry
I'm worried and miss my graduated friends like Alan and Sara
Jovi,Yun fang and Yvonne was alright as we still meet up together

And the feelings of Jasmine and Linda not there was like When Sara they all graduated,i cried like mad when i was with Sara, Jovi they all
Of course, i never did cry in the canteen but feel like
I won't be able to see them much like normal times in school
I hate it
In fact that the worse that can torture me

Then i continued to attend lessons as usual
All was well and Mdm Quek extend our physic lesson until 2pm
That's the reason why I hate having physic as last lesson
She will continue dragging on
Then after this, Our class has the celebration for THOSE BIRTHDAY ON NOV~DEC
We went down to canteen and have that celebration

Happy birthday for those birthday on Nov~Dec

Then, of course,I wanted to leave and go away
Since anyway i'm not really that good with my class
It seems like they having funs
But I stayed cruz I know this might be the las time that everyone would be together having fun
So, not to ruin the mood,I stayed on
But i eat finish and left

On my way...
I dropped something and i was so upset about it
It like part of myself also missing
I feel very uncomfortable
But i continued since it hopeless to find it

Then on the bus,I called Linda and talk to her
Feeling sad and tired
Then when i was walking home,
I called Jasmine
Both are having their free times
Glad for them
But sad that can't meet them

Then,I went home and started my translation again
Managed to finish and asked my cousin help me send to Queen
Queen
Please Help TLC
Arigato Gozaimasu

Went to see Fushigi Yuugi
Kind of miss the songs and it sads
Of course the anime too
Wanted to find Gatekeeper but unable to
Guess next time

Anyway Tml got S.S mock exam
Have to go study
Sayoonara

I go study

Once again
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THOSE BIRTHDAY ON NOV AND DEC
MAY U HAVE A GOOD YEAR AND ALL THE BEST FOR 'O' LEVEL

no one will see this blog anyway
Never mind..
At least toking to myself..
Is better than Nothing

Oyasumi Nasai
Dear Friends
Yreg